Who Cares

maybe a nice deep cut will solve the whole fucking thing- just fucking take it im done im done

im not worth it

im not worth it

im not worth it

im feeling like no one is here

im feeling like nothing matters

ive been to the hospital and now im out and i just feel like a failure of a mother,daughter or friend~~~~im just feeling really low right now and i feel no one is out there to support me right now

I cut yea i did – and no one can do anything about it not like anyone cares if i do it or not- so yea i fucking cut the shit out of my thigh today- but hey i deserved it i really did for being such a fucking shitty person –

maybe i am a piece of shit like you all think yea maybe thats the reason no one really cares if i am here or not no one wants to put up with a depressed fucking bitch like me.

so what if i fucking cut or end up on a destructive path. no one is going to stop me, and my t doesn’t really care other than saying – lets try to find a better way to cope ..yea  how bout you live my life T- cuz im tired of it and i want trade mine in for a better one- not like that is going to happen- nothing ever good happens to me so fuck this and fuck that im so angry – so does anyone want to see me crying im sure  you don’t no one ever wants to stay for that one. yea im rambling and venting so what what is it to anyone-not like you really care if i post or if do anything- all i do is whine and complain and im not good for nothing and im just tired of it all- all i want is to be happy but i was born to live this angry, crying, depressed, ugly and fat freaking ass fucking shitty life.

what matters, nothing nothing at all- thats for sure and i know that i do not matter and maybe i should just end it all – at least thats how i feel at times cuz no one seems to care if im even here nor do they offer to listen to me- so  i will just continue to cut- at least i can take the pain away

i wrote something but i ******up and well who cares what i write no one listens or cares or even reads what i write- because i am a ****up. hate me

No it doesn’t. Why would it matter, no one cares. and nothing is helping and im tired of all of those -oh give it time it will get better crap- i hate that and i hate me and im a mess and im crying and just leave me alone oh wait i have no one so no can leave me alone.